RECOVERY!

The problem with getting up early is it means you have to wait for the rest of the world to find out what your day is going to be like.

In other news I spent last night sorting out the bits for Rebecca for Pride. As I'm sure I've mentioned, Rebecca's going to be in the Pride parade - assuming I can actually get the carb sorted* by then. In the mean time I've been knocking together the props for Rebecca. I am dead chuffed with how it looks so far... I think it's going to work at least as well I hoped :-)

* She's running with the carb off the 1098 engine which makes her a touch breathless and probably means she's running very lean :-/

Sick

I'm shaking.

The stress of the money situation, which I thought was 90% sorted is now overwhelming me. I feel sick. Totally sick. I'm shaking and holding back tears.

I hate this. Fucking Regolith promises to consume my life. I've worked so fucking hard for the last 2 years to keep my loans and debts serviced. All for what? So that a debt recovery company and lloyds combined can fuck it totally?

My way, Lloyds get all of their 10k back. Their way, as it stands, they'll see nothing, virtually. Where does logic come in to this?

I can't even think anymore

I just feel solidly sick.

I can see my life falling apart. Collapsing around me. Like some fucking nightmare.

I was working. I just want to throw up now.

It could all be fine. It all depends on Lloyds now.

Fuck

Fuck them all.

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