Here comes the sun
Jul. 8th, 2004 05:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pyoor_excuseI'm feeling sorry for myself. It's pissing down, as it has done for the last day and a half, my mogs newly fitted rear window is leaking. I've got a stinking headache, and my allergy to the universe is making me feel like crap. And I spent a really enjoyable evening with my ex, my ex-housemate and my housemate. This sucks, because I realised just how much I'm going to miss Ais when she moves up North. It'd kind of been nagging in the back of my head but it's now really blatantly obvious. She's probably my closest friend, what with having recently been my girlfriend. She knows 'most everything there is to know about me; and she's moving in with her new girlfriend (which rocks, I'm dead pleased for her; I just wish it wasn't 4 hard hours drive away).
So, this leaves my total tally of local friends outside my housemate at 3 and a bit. Of whom, 1 and a bit are the kind of people who actually like to go to the pub, or whatever. And actually, to be honest, I'd not really get any of my friends who live in Bristol *together*.
This is kind of depressing, I suspect it's mostly tiredness, eyestrain and a headache that I've had since about 2pm that's making me feel so miserable, but right at the moment my life here seems to be approaching a level of sucking. Sucking enough that I'm starting to seriously consider my options when I qualify in 2 years. I'd always thought I'd stick it out around here, but I'm starting to feel like perhaps I should go somewhere else....
Maybe I should start making more friends! But I seem to suck at that, finding people with similar intrests to me is not, well, easy. And I've never met anyone in my job I could just talk to about all the stuff that interests me. Or even most of the stuff that interests me. Bah. I should get some sleep.
So, this leaves my total tally of local friends outside my housemate at 3 and a bit. Of whom, 1 and a bit are the kind of people who actually like to go to the pub, or whatever. And actually, to be honest, I'd not really get any of my friends who live in Bristol *together*.
This is kind of depressing, I suspect it's mostly tiredness, eyestrain and a headache that I've had since about 2pm that's making me feel so miserable, but right at the moment my life here seems to be approaching a level of sucking. Sucking enough that I'm starting to seriously consider my options when I qualify in 2 years. I'd always thought I'd stick it out around here, but I'm starting to feel like perhaps I should go somewhere else....
Maybe I should start making more friends! But I seem to suck at that, finding people with similar intrests to me is not, well, easy. And I've never met anyone in my job I could just talk to about all the stuff that interests me. Or even most of the stuff that interests me. Bah. I should get some sleep.
