I should've

[pyoor_excuse]

I should've been working today. I've got so much work to do.

But I started watching the second season of Dead Like Me. It's such a fantastic series, perhaps because of what's going on in my life at the moment.... It sucks that it's been cancelled, but a whole bunch of the second season episodes had me in tears today. Whether they're tears 'cos the show's so damn good or tears for my dad I'm not really sure. Not about all of them.

It's very hard.

Sometimes I'm just numb. And sometimes it hurts so fucking much that all I want to do is curl up and cry.

I feel like I'm running to catch up the whole time, you know? And... sometimes it's just hard.

Comments

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Dead like me is a good series because it references pains that are within us all. Your pain happens to be fresh and raw, which makes it difficult to deal with. Im glad its brought it out of you though, youve been bottling things up for quite some time. You have friends around you who can support you through this.