Rock your body.
Jun. 19th, 2004 09:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pyoor_excuseSo tired.
I think the cold / conjunctivitis / general overdoing it is starting to get me down. Mentally and phyiscally. I'm really struggling at the moment. I'm not "worried about money" - but I'm annoyed 'cos I haven't managed to pay Lauren her money. This is *bad*. I don't like owing people money, banks, yeah fine whatever, but people.... no, I feel bad.
And I keep thinking "well, it's only X shifts" - but the number keeps climbing, and I can't do any next weekend, and I'm booked for one day of the weekend after that. Perhaps I should do a night.... No, I think that'd be a bad idea for my health.
At the moment I could quite happly curl up and go to sleep for about a week. Or at least, it feels like that. But I know that I've got lots of univerity work that needs doing tomorrow. Well, tomorrow and over the week until Wednesday, but tomorrows the best day to do it. But there's other stuff I wanted to do before next weekend; which I'm not now going to get to do I don't think.
It's annoying. I'm taking my moglet to Donington (for the national moglet rally) - yes, I'm a very sad individual, get over it. I wanted to have the new dashboard completed in time, but it looks like that's not going to happen. It quite possibly won't even be started. Although I've got most of the bits.... The problem is it's become rather more of a complex project since I started. Initally I was just going to slap it all in there, as it were. But now I'm thinking that I should, well, do it properly.
Which means various jobs which have been "left" need to be done. Which is hrm, more complex. Also need to actually *design* the damn thing to fit. Complex. Bah.
I'm so tired. I just ache all over. I think I'll go to bed. Screw the bath, screw dinner, eyedrops and then dinner. Yeah.
I think the cold / conjunctivitis / general overdoing it is starting to get me down. Mentally and phyiscally. I'm really struggling at the moment. I'm not "worried about money" - but I'm annoyed 'cos I haven't managed to pay Lauren her money. This is *bad*. I don't like owing people money, banks, yeah fine whatever, but people.... no, I feel bad.
And I keep thinking "well, it's only X shifts" - but the number keeps climbing, and I can't do any next weekend, and I'm booked for one day of the weekend after that. Perhaps I should do a night.... No, I think that'd be a bad idea for my health.
At the moment I could quite happly curl up and go to sleep for about a week. Or at least, it feels like that. But I know that I've got lots of univerity work that needs doing tomorrow. Well, tomorrow and over the week until Wednesday, but tomorrows the best day to do it. But there's other stuff I wanted to do before next weekend; which I'm not now going to get to do I don't think.
It's annoying. I'm taking my moglet to Donington (for the national moglet rally) - yes, I'm a very sad individual, get over it. I wanted to have the new dashboard completed in time, but it looks like that's not going to happen. It quite possibly won't even be started. Although I've got most of the bits.... The problem is it's become rather more of a complex project since I started. Initally I was just going to slap it all in there, as it were. But now I'm thinking that I should, well, do it properly.
Which means various jobs which have been "left" need to be done. Which is hrm, more complex. Also need to actually *design* the damn thing to fit. Complex. Bah.
I'm so tired. I just ache all over. I think I'll go to bed. Screw the bath, screw dinner, eyedrops and then dinner. Yeah.
